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“baby, i can’t wait!”

January 19, 2010

flyer looks dope!

LOUDER THAN A BOMB 2010

The Real Renaissance
The 10th Anniversary of Chicago’s Youth Poetry Slam Festival

February 22 – March 6

Feb 22-28 – Preliminary Bouts at Columbia College – Chicago
Feb 25-27 – (Evenings) The College Slam
Mar. 1 – Semifinals at Steppenwolf (1650 North Halsted Street)
Mar. 6 – Finals at the Vic ( 3145 North Sheffield Avenue )

For ticket reservations, contact Shadell Jamison at shadell@youngchicagoauthors.org

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smallpox piece

January 9, 2010

this is the piece written for and performed at the January 2010 EncycloShow, where the topic was “Obsolete Diseases.” My assignment was the lovely smallpox. Title credit for Part 3 goes to Robbie Q Tefler btw. Audio to come soon:)

Part 1: The first Thanksgiving wasn’t really a party til She showed up

She is a skeleton with charred bones and throat filled with bullet shells

men in war coats have kidnapped her in their lungs

carried her in boats across the sea

they keep her in their spit like a secret and cough her out into wollen blankets

and give them to the people like presents

these men run hands up her sides like gun barrels

hook their fingers round like a trigger

pointed towards the new world

by now

the people have all gone bad

rotted out faces and soggy throats

blotchy red mold on their skin

it smells as if they have been puckered open

slowly un zip locked

so the death inside them oozes down their cheeks now

staining the sink

the river has already turned red

her skin is a flickering mound of blistered embers covered in horseflies

she is pointed like a canon into the forrests mouth

she has turned this ground into a stove top

midnight screams percolate smoky through the air like teakettle whistles

she is making the people so hot

the water in their guts is burning

her breath turns mothers into blubbering sirens holding broiled babies with pomegranates for cheeks

these mothers hold children wrapped in wollen blankets

which men in war coats have coughed into and given to them like presents

they are bewildered watching skin on their babies

turn from burgundy bubbles to black scabs

and they try to scratch them off like dollar lotto cards but they keep losing and losing

and she keeps breathing til men in war coats put down their guns and pick up needles

sticking prodding her veins til there is almost nothing left of her

til mothers stop crying cause they are empty and alone

and the new world is burned bare and ready for building

Part 2: Shitala Mata, Hindu Goddess of Smallpox, does not apreciate being called “Obsolete”

In Mumbai mothers are whispering praise across her toes

There she is a comely woman with cold milk skin and saffron perfume

she has four hands and twenty fingers drawn out from silky arms like white spider legs unfolding

she carries plagues in two palms

remedies in the others

people try to stay on her good side

when she visits they dust and broom the house like you would if a goddess came to call

she comes scattering spores like poppy seeds

watching red flowers pop up through brown skin soil

neighbors compliment each other on their gardens with pained smiles

while she pinches children’s cheeks and leaves them spotted pink with her fingerprints

neighbors admire the rosy freckles like signs of a blessing

they wouldn’t want to offend her

now call up the doctor

he feeds the freckled victims yogurt and coconut milk

bathes them in icy water because shitala likes cold things

now call up the priest

he will hang neem tree branches from the ceiling

pray for the goddess to come take her flowers back

when she returns she shrivels the red blooms like winter frost

fevers drop like icicles from her fingers

and the people are left breathing cold smoke

lungs rattling like the sound of wind through frozen garden weeds

but they wear their scars proud like sacred pendants marking where she came and went

Part 3: From Russia, with Scabs

one day you will get a letter in the mail

with your name written in leaning letters on the envelope

you will open it, inhale

and your throat will start to close

you will dial 9-1-1

nurses will faint at the sight of you

doctors will say you have a week if you’re lucky

and your skin will feel like mid-summer chicago asphalt

and you’ll see everybody spinning

everybody playing hop-scotch

they’ll poke you with wide needles and tell you to stop screaming

cause your trachea might rip

but you’ll keep laughing and laughing

because what you don’t know is

someone has dug up coffins of red spotted corpses

collected the powdered skin inside

and has been saving it somewhere overseas

underground in test tubes for decades

what you don’t know is

right now

she is curdled up in an erlenmeyer flask alive and kicking

as we speak there are men with curly mustaches towering over her

wearing white lab coats twiddling their fingers

they are titlting their heads back aiming vincent price style cackles at the ceiling

what you don’t know is

they are hiding these resurrected scab crumbs in the free food samples at Sam’s Club

they are secretly dusting the metal handrails of the CTA with pox germs

they are sprinkling rotted skin flakes into the air conditioning vents at your job

and soon you will inhale and find that that mole on your shoulder

is not a mole

that pesky case of backne, is something a lot more deadly

No, Mother those aren’t hot flashes you’re feeling

it’s the revival of the smallpox pandemic at the hands of unknown bioterrorists

somewhere overseas underground

and they do not play nice

so beware

it is only a matter of time before we will al be burning black with fever

scratching blindly at burgundy pendants on our skin

with no goddess to come save us

no vaccine to make it better

just the warm sizzling feeling of your very own

red and pimpled face rotting slowly

off the bone

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crooked condition [a start]

January 5, 2010
my body lied and told itself it was a tree
it said if you chopped me in half horizontally
you wouldn’t see bone blood or gut
you’d see hundreds of skinny rings rung around my insides
like my spine was a maypole in a past life
you’d see ribbons running rivers in circles round my middle
trying to remember where they started but always forgetting my birthday

my body lied and said that it was a skyscraper made of wood
with elevators running electric up a hollow chute
wires caterpillared through the trunk and down the roots
my body says i am an earthquake when i walk
and it is a miracle i am still all in one piece
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encyclo show

January 3, 2010

if you’ve never been to an encyclopedia show… now is your chance!

this wednesday eve @ 7:30

chopin theater, chicago

$6 @ the door

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pretty/ugly

November 29, 2009

a spoken word show featuring franny choi, fatimah asghar and yours truly

if your are in providence, come!

if you aren’t, send good thoughts!

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chicago sick

November 21, 2009

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boston progress: east meets words

November 3, 2009

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brother

October 30, 2009

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fruit fly nest for long distance

August 1, 2009

fury pits in my stomach like apricot
or is it misery?
unfortunately
i’m an all or nothing type

let me rot
on the countertop

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no license

July 30, 2009